First let's go back almost 6 years ago. And then the present time. It's no longer tendonitis, my arm was as close to falling off now if it weren't for my skin holding it together.
Over the past weekend, I experienced severe neck pain, apparently I had nightmares about my work, causing me to move a lot while I was sleeping, when I unfortunately suddenly woke up on my right side, the broken shoulder side. The tendonitis side, which, why I never pushed to confirm that and x-ray it, just please don't ask, but it looks like a complete breakdown of my shoulder joint, as yesterday I was literally playing with my ball socket in my shoulder, ugh the popping noises, the way I am able to bend my arm irregularly... I don't want to talk about it anymore, but as you can see, it shut me down those long 6 years ago, and it's happening again.